Edward Hopper wanted to spend his life painting light hitting the wall. Inside
walls, outside walls, some psychic walls. I used to think this was
stupid or at the very least bizarre.
But then I've
experienced it--light hitting the wall. Mostly its in the late afternoon when the sun is low in the
sky, the way it sends light at an angle through the glass or through the
air to hit something as close to dead on as it can before it dips out
of sight or turns red and looses steam and just can't turn it on any
more.
First, it's "how the hell does it do that?" My
mind makes feeble attempts to puzzle out how photons, little
electromagnetic particle/wave/don't know who or what they are/ can turn
dark into light. Faster than a shadow can fall, I'm exhausted by the
effort and the questioning softens into "wow, just look at that." It's
gone through the glass, my eyes are singing and I can drop several
gritty problems that have bobbed up and down the column of my
consciousness, defeating my efforts at "be here now."
When
you live without as much of that as you can get, it takes more than a
few days to slip into taking it for granted and the ennui at endless
sunshine, I suppose. Before Iowa I lived in Syracuse NY where I made a
sport of finding breaks of sun in dense Great Lake clouds. One of the
first things I noticed moving here was that it was sunny for entire days
and sometimes weeks.
That by long way of
saying, I am taking winter coming on alright, mostly by running in the
dark along the river, and noticing sun hitting the wall on its daily
rounds.
Saturday, November 16, 2013
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